Sunday, June 28, 2009

-- little --




Thursday, June 11, 2009


Everyday as I wake up at dawn
My mind starts working the moment I yawn
There were many things to do,
o dear!
That's why I hastily did my Subuh prayer
I didn't have the time to sit longer to praise the lord
To me, rushing out after prayer is nothing odd.
Since school I had been busy every minute
Completing my tutorials and handing it in( im not blaming UIA)
My studies took up most of my time always
Minimum time did I have to Allah to pray
Too many things to do, and zikir is rare,
For Allah, I really had no time to spare.
When I grew up and started my degree
Studying all day to secure my future
When I reached room,
I prefer to have fun,
I chatted on the phone,
on the yahoo messenger,
But I didn't read much the book of heart, the Quran,
I spent too much time surfing the internet,
Sad to say my faith was falling flat.
The only time I have left is weekends
During which I prefer window shopping with friends
Or better yet I prefer to sit back and enjoy my cds and dvds
I couldn't spare time to go to usrahs and daurahs
I'm too BUSY that's my BIG EXCUSE…
I did my five prayers, but did so quickly,
After prayer, I didn't sit longer to reflect quietly
I didn't have time to help the needy ones
I was loaded with works as my precious time runs.
My life was already full of stress,
So I didn't counsel as Muslim in distress,
I didn't spent much time with muslims that can advice me,
Because I thought, doing so wont help me much,
It will be just a waste of time.
No time to share, with none Muslim about Islam;
Or even to my other fellow muslims who have rights on me,
Even though I know, inviting causes no harm
No time to do sunnah prayers at all
All this contribute to my iman fall…
I'm busy here, I'm busy there,
I have no time at all, that's all I care
I went for religious lesson, just once in a while
Well, at least I do some, my nafs whispers
Coz I'm too busy making a pile.
I worked all day,
I slept all night
Too tired for tahajjud, and it seems no right
To me, studying as a living was already tough
So, I only did basic deeds but that's not enough.
No time at all, to admire God's creation
No time to praise Allah,
and seek His Compassion
Although I know how short is my life
For Islam,
I really didn't strive.
Finally the day comes, when the Lord calls for meAnd I stood before Him with life history
I feel so guilty because I should have prayed more
I should have invited other muslims to Allah cause
I should strive more to learn about my deen,Isn't that what a Muslim live for
To thank Allah and do more good deeds
And the Quran is for us to read.
I'm starting to fret,I wasted my life but it's too late to regret,
My entry to paradise depend on my good behavior,
But I have not done enough, nor did proper prayer
My "good deed book" is given from my rightAn angle opens my "book" and read out my plight.
Then the angle chided me
"O You Muslim servant, you are the one
Who is given enough time, yet not much is done
Do you know your faith is loose?
Saying "no time" is only an excuse.
Your "good deed book" should be filled up more
With all the good work you stood up for…Hence I only recorded those little good deeds
As I say this, I know your eyes will mist
I was about to write even more, you see…
But I did not have the TIME to list"…
"Ya ALLAH!! ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku, kealpaanku, kelalaianku.
ENGKAU tetapkanlah imanku,
kuatkan imanku utk menempuh segala onak duri cabaran ujianMU,
agar hatiku diriku sntiasa denganMU,
agar masaku terabadi untukMU,
agar kesibukanku tersurat untukMU,
agar pengabdianku kekal untukMU,
agar tidurku, ibadahku, hidupku,matiku hanyalah untukMU"
p/s= kalaulah Doraemon tu wujud, nk pinjam jam masa dia..nak pg balik utk hari-hari lalu yg telah saya rugikan!!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

~kawan baik~

Bukannya senang nak cari kawan yang baik.
Bukan senang juga nak menjadi kawan yang baik .

Kawan yang baik tak pernah mengumpat di belakang kawan baik nya.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu dengan kejayaan kawan baik nya.
Sebaliknya kawan yang baik lah yang paling banyak membantu kawan baik nya untuk mencapai kejayaan.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah mempengaruhi kawan baik nya untuk membuat perkara yang buruk dan sia-sia.
Kawan yang baik adalah orang yang selalu menasihati kawan baik nya untuk berbuat kebaikan. Kawan yang baik adalah orang pertama yang akan dicari bila tiba masa sedih atau gembira.
kawan baik menjadi tempat kita meluahkan perasaan yang tak dapat diluahkan kepada kawan biasa.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah memaksa kawan baik nya untuk sentiasa berada disisinya.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah melarang kawan baik nya untuk berkawan dengan kawan yang baik .
Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu jika kawan baik nya mempunyai ramai kawan baik , kerana kawan yang baik tahu apa yang paling baik untuk kawan baik nya.
Kawan yang baik akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaan kawan baik nya di dunia dan di akhirat di dalam doanya.
Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita faham bahawa kawan baik kita bukanlah seorang yang sempurna.
Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita menjadi kawan yang baik kepada kawan baik kita.
Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak menghargai kawan baik kita, kerana kawan yang baik akan sentiasa menghargai kawan baik nya.
Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak memberitahu perkara yang baik kepada kawan baik kita,
kerana kawan yang baik akan selalu menyampaikan perkara yang baik kepada kawan baik nya.
Dan kalau kita nak dapat kawan baik yang baik, kita mesti lebih dahulu menjadi seorang kawan yang baik ...kepada kawan baik kita.
Dan semoga kita menjadi kawan baik yang baik...!!!!!
Amin Yarabbil Alamin.

~~apa yg kita redhai?~~

dlm menjalani hari-hari mendatang dan yg telah berlalu,
kt pasti tidak terlepas dr melakukan kesilapan.
kadang-kadang tu,
kesalahan bulan lepas,
sama dgn kesalahan minggu lepas,
sama dgn kesalahan semalam.

kadang-kadang kita biar sahaja diri mengulangi kesalahan yg sama.

seolah-olah kita sedang meredhai kesalahan dosa itu.

apa yg sebenarnya yg perlu kt redhai?
apa yg sudah kt redhai?


Wednesday, June 3, 2009

it's all about 27

i almost finished did mine. i was in my last position,
and, with the blessing from ALLAH,
then, a muslimah; ukhti jayyidah came and my right shoulder felt a softly touch.


i know it was a SIGN.
i made a new Niat,
then, i finished mine, and she continued with hers.

why i didnt think bout that?
.1 and 27.

mathematically; rationally; practically; theoretically; islamically,
27 is more than 1.
and everyday, we perform 5 times,
27 * 5 = 135
1 * 5 = 5

imagine a day, we better want 135 rather than 5 ryte?
but how many people concern bout this? (im asking myself too)

im touched, i pleased, im ashamed too..really

i know beyond a shadow of a doubt,
ALLAH love me..ALLAH love us.
HE bless us and simply guide me n everybody too..

(( syukran jazilan kaseeran ya uhktiy jayyidah!!~~ ALLAH yubarik alaiha~~))

useless if myself and we are regretting the past, regretting how much i and we lost,
better late than never!! ( not late pun kot )
Ta'al ila as-solat al-jamaah
lets start!

im not goin to waste my breath to explain A B and C as you all people can, should and MUST think and do the 'muhasabah'.


p/s = i miss my student life at school, semayang jemaah..rly miss it
SMK Agama Pahang --surau Asy-Syafie--
SMK Seri Kuantan --surau SK--
SBPI Pekan--surau Asy-Syakirin--
MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba, Jasin --surau Al-Ikhwan--

p/s = my beloved abah always advising me.."adik nak suami soleh, tgk cmane solat nyer, dan plg penting, tgk dia suke tak dgn solat jemaah, dan cmane hubungan dia dgn mak dan fmly nyer."
see, praying in jemaah is one of a criteria of good husband!!
a sign of one happy family with mawaddah wa rahmah : solat berjemaah dan makan berjemaah:


Tuesday, June 2, 2009

a cliche-ridden start

i hummed and hawed for thousands hours before deciding this,
and now,
i manage to have my own blog
i dunno how to start and extremely blurry what to express,
may ALLAH guide me to sweeten my own blog,
which is stick in line with syariah,
to better myself as a servant of ALLAH.

may ALLAH shower us Taufiq and Hidayah from HIS bounty of Rahmat and Love,
may ALLAH sprinkle HIS wonderous blessing to us.
)) may ALLAH bless us ((

everyting is from ALLAH,
we did good,
we have
ALLAH as The Most Gracious
we did bad,
we have
ALLAH as The Most-Forgiving.